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| lundi 17 le novembre |
| 11.17.03 (12:40 pm) [edit] |
Ah... Halloween was semi good, dressed as an angel, I bit dorky I know, but that's what I wore. On Halloween night I went to church for the party thing, ate lots of cotton candy and partook in the trunk-and-treat festivities. Was a bit vexed at not being able to go trick-or-treating around my block.. :evil: Its all good I suppose... can't wait for Spaghetti Dinner night hosted by our DeMolay, should be pretty good. Mystery trip this weekend was interesting, went to Luray Caverns and then went to Trisha's grandparents house to stay the night. So tired... stayed up to 2:30 am on Saturday, want to bite someone's head off.... :P Mrs. Goins is snide beyound all reckoning, pissing me off so much, never hated a teacher this much.
Have to practice for stage band, despite being super nervous... have to do community service, planning to go carolling or make crafts for elderly people.
Now to describe myself in French...
Bonjour! Je m'appels Riri, j'ai trieze ans. J'aime la pizza et garcon sexy. J'aime faire du cheval mais je prefere lire. Je adore dormir et aller au cinema. Je n'aime pas faire le menage et faire du basket. Auvior!
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| lazy lundi 27 le oct |
| 10.27.03 (5:12 pm) [edit] |
Spent the day in school once more, though got out early due to some important speaker stopping by the school. Had to grade tests in P.E, not that I could complain, not exactly being a basketball pro. Can't wait till Halloween, might be able to hang out with Gram and the others. Last weekend was a blast. At first the DeMolay party was a bit small, though soon others came and the dance turned out to be great. Also the pancake breakfest went exceptionally well, got to take peoples orders and so forth.
Finally on Friday evening I acolyted as Cucifer for the first time, at first in dismay. Thankfully Kerk and the other acolytes helped me out, must thank them for helping me not make a fool of myself. Saw Bryant from Dungannon, talked to him a bit, congradulating him on his great turmpet perfomance.
Tomorrow night is a Jobie meeting, yaness. ^_^
Nightsky
Stars glistenning bright
Navy blue blanket spread out
Eyes gazing skywards
To the muddled suburban nightsky
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| twisted friday |
| 10.24.03 (4:16 pm) [edit] |
Long time since I typed an entry, been lately these present times. Today we had a class party for French, brought in Sunny Delight and brownies. Note to the wise: DO NOT attempt to eat 40 starbursts candies in 5 minutes. Thought I was going to be sick for a while in shop. Love sanding the wood, feeling the smooth texture of it once it is done. Thinking of entering a writing contest, might write up a few poems for it.
Been quite busy with school work, still have to do some Civics project and a Bohr model. Though all is well, consedering I got a new piece to play on the piano, love the introduction. A form of We Three Kings of Orient Are. Not the amongst those most faithful, though believing in God and so forth. Anyways, can't wait for the DeMolay Dance tomorrow night, not sure what I should dress up as. Here are some ideas.
- Sorceress
- White Angel of Purity
- Good Conscience
- British/French Pianist
- Detective
- or Fallen Angel
Something along those lines, all depends though.
Religon tested
By the contents of a book
Life a flickering flame
Confusion milling about
Truth closely soughter
By young femanine heart
Emotions thought out
Rather than to scream or shout
Je aime le cheval, le garcons, aller le cinema, regarde le television, joue avec au l'ordinateur, domir, manger, lire, ecrie, and le chien.
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| random new poem |
| 10.09.03 (5:04 pm) [edit] |
[b]T[/b]ears stream down my face
Once again rejected
Not of my generation
An alien to those of aqantince
Feeling spark of hope fizzle out
Confidence wearing thin
[b]D[/b]isguise slowly dispersing
Inner being screaming in fear
Human vessel holding tight
To confused soul within
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| Accursed football |
| 10.07.03 (3:40 pm) [edit] |
Froze my butt off in P.E, had to go outside and work on throwing a football. Not fun at all :x Due to the supposedly 'liberal' priest as St. Anne's, I am being bribed into going to a new church, which happens to be right across Starbucks. (Can't resist the caffeine) Still hope that I can go on church trips with Renee and the others, or that would really stink. This afternoon I played kickball with the guys, elementary my dear Watson. Have you ever liked several people and are afraid of making a commitment? That's mainly my life, trying to keep everyone happy while trying to keep my sanity.
[u]Caffeine[/u]
[b] E[/b]lixir for the anybody
Drug commonly found
Subtle feeling course
Through veins, nerve, and mind
Side effects vary
Yet content all the same
Caffeine, oh caffeine
Is the workman's solemn praise.
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| Frustration ain't so easy |
| 10.03.03 (3:21 pm) [edit] |
This morning I woke with a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach, making me ponder the events of the day. Basically got are REAL interums, in which I got all A's and B's, despite believing that I would fail Physical Education. Tomorrow I go to the Donut Drive, in which I will be standing out in the cold at a local Giant trying to sell 800 dozen of them.
After that I go to Cindy's Wedding to play the piano, mostly classical music (Sonata in C, Prelude in C, and Chastin). Just a few moments ago I talked to Greg, on a new screename. At first he didn't know it was me, though I finally gave away who I was. Then he just signed off, acting like the jerk he is. I WILL find out why he's mad at me, consedering I haven't done anything to fuck his life up.
Random Quote of the Day: "It's better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for who you aren't."
~Fight for what you believe in
For it might slip away
As sand does at the ocean
When the tide ebbs in the bay.~
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| damned thursday.. |
| 10.02.03 (5:53 pm) [edit] |
Ros this morning, realizing that I had misplaced my Algebra book somewhere at the school. Not a good thought to wake up to. The highlight of my day: when Chris's and my car made it to the backwall, while Daniel's and Brandon's fell apart after slamming on the cement. Definently brightened my day. ^_^
Have began reading The Subtle Knife, kinda has to do with a guy trying to kill the Almighty One and so forth. Slowly I am learning more about politics, trying to formulate some sort of opion. During so many hours of isolation I have realized that my family is pretty messed up, or at least I think. My sister has A.D.D, leading her to being hyper ALL the time and to decieve and pilfer other homo sapiens. Then there's my mom and dad arguing a lot... mostly about my sister. My dad seemingly has a short temper, learnt most of my cursing vocabulary from him, he should be proud.
"It is not true that life is one damn thing after another - it is one damn thing over and over."
- Edna St. Vincent Millay
[u]Symphony[/u]
[b]C[/b]ombined unison
Notes flowing outward
Pulses quickening
Tighten of the throat
Orbs shining
Lights shinning down
Beat pulsing
Energy gripping bodies
The symphony
WHAT "ALTERNATIVE" HOLLYWOOD STARLETTE ARE YOU?
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What fashionable underground band/style are you?
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| Musical inspiration/Tech. search |
| 10.01.03 (3:40 pm) [edit] |
Listening to the band, I have began to want to learn to the play the flute... don't ask why, just another one of my crazy ideas. Way ahead in English, thank the electrons. :) Need to hunt down Daniel, see if he can give me any info on building a computer, always wondered about the contents of my Microsoft comp.
Have to do the evil pacer tomorrow... planning on at least getting 40.
[image]frapuccinogirl_691 384809.jpg[/image]
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| progress report |
| 09.30.03 (2:52 pm) [edit] |
first progress report for french .. got 2 F's, leading my father to give me a hard time about it... he can be such a pain sometimes, pisses me offf quite a bit... :evil: Have 3 Civics projects to complete, supposedly 'easy' for some people... grr.. Anyways, accidently said I liked Marra's little brother, thinking it was one of the guys from the Kena Dance. :oops: How embrassing, the fact being that her brother likes my sister, the one who pilfers my possesions and who's life mission is to constantly get on my nerves.
In my little bit of free time I've been thinking of starting a band, despite what little time and talent I have forged in these years of my life. Having played the piano or keyboard for 4 years, I have some experience, though most of the music I know is classical. :?
I know two people who play the guitar (Gram and Elizabeth), one who knows bass (Daniel), and finally my friend Renee who is a excellent percussionist. (fuck you if you think my spelling stinks).
*sigh* Almost missed the bus AGAIN due to getting up 4:00 minutes before departure. Meaning I got dress and literally ran out the door, leaving my mental awareness behind. For school... I would have run for the SCA, though I'm not exactly leadership material. ^_^ Instead I shall be sitting back watching them try to persuade me to vote for them.
Can't wait for Homecoming, even though it still seems a bit hazy to me. Just randomly been visiting sites, thinking of maybe doing a essay or two on some subject that I'm clueless about. Still looking for a free online website class, yearning to get some tips on starting my own, mostly help on layouts. Learned most of the basics from studying other's work and reading a bit about HTML.
Oh, and I think I'm failing P.E.
Random Quote: What is popular is not always right, what is right is not always popular.
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| Homecoming |
| 09.29.03 (5:52 pm) [edit] |
[u]Homecoming[/u]
[b]A[/b] welcome to the vetrans
Victory or loss in the past
Lords and Ladies of the Dance
Rising to dance the night away
Night questioning youth's actions
Consquences quenced as the sun rises
Splendor and Joy whisked away
As the scheldule begins once more.
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| another face in the crowd |
| 09.29.03 (5:30 pm) [edit] |
~As I entered the Thomas Jefferson briefing late I slunk down on a nearby couch, glancing about seeing familiar faces. Leaning back my backpack slumped onto the library floor, crimson bulk drawing little attention from the focused crowd.~
This pretty much explains my afternoon at school, ending up in typing here about my life as it slinks by.
Have on a lot on my mind lately, homecoming, DeMolay, school, applying for TJ, and so forth.
Peace out.
Just another person
Among those a cursin
About sins and sorrows
Whilst I wallow in confusion
Future a swirling mist
Entrapped within its nearness
Unnoticed by others
Clutching onto own thoughts
ESP pulging along
Smile creeping on face
Just another face in the crowd.
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| weekend happenings |
| 09.28.03 (3:31 pm) [edit] |
Yesterday I spent the night at Kena Lodge hanging out with fellow Jobies and DeMolay. Danced a little bit, kinda knocked out from the Installation and Lacrosse Practice that had taken place earlier on in the day.
Northneck DeMolay are cool. ^_^ Anyways, had a good time despite having to go to Melissa Greenwood Breeden's Memorial the following the day(My friend Amy's mom). Somehow have to finish an Immigrant Suitcase by October 15th, guess it won't be too hard.
[u] A Mother's Love[/u]
[b]A[/b] tender embrace on a cold winter night
Kisses abundle for a nightmare fright
Wide open arms to comfort you
And a shoulder to lean on when friends were few.
This is dedicated to Amy's deceased mother, Melissa Greenwood Breeden.
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| loneliness, do you know what it is? |
| 09.26.03 (3:54 pm) [edit] |
It is staring out of your bedroom at the streetlamp below.
It is lying on your bed being depressed without knowing why.
It is cradling lost hopes and dreams.
It is wishing for companionship in the late hours of the night.
It is pouring your soul into notebook paper.
It is cursing the world, with its corruption and splendor.
Loneliness, do you know what it is?
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| new poems... |
| 09.26.03 (3:50 pm) [edit] |
[u]Begotten[/u]
[b]F[/b]rothing from its core
Lies, hatred, malignance
Crimson eyes aglowin'
In the eerie silence
[b]S[/b]oft rose petals fall apart
Blind from happiness
Just as someone unloved
Slips away from the world...
[u]Zodiac[/u]
[b]A[/b] jumble of numbers
A pixel of clues
The Animals marching
Amongst the new year
[b]12[/b] months in all
Yet not at all
Contrast being muddled
Horizon unclear
[u]Monsta Masta[/u]
Monsta Masta
Tasty Pasta
Conjumbled Testa
Experienced Websta
Monsta Masta
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| hatred from another |
| 09.26.03 (3:42 pm) [edit] |
*sigh* Still confused about why Greg is pissed off at me... maybe... nah.. anyways, guess I'll have the chance to talk to him at the big dance tomorrow night. Then I will be able to see the outcomes of the event that I will take part in.
If your reading this Greg, I'm sorry for being myself, though I cannot help it. There, out with it.
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| christianity |
| 09.26.03 (3:25 pm) [edit] |
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My beliefs on religon... hmm.. well for one I have a hard time believing in God sometimes, being a great believer in Science. You could say I'm on the midway line... not quite a believer yet not completely pulling away from religon. End of Opion.
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| so little time |
| 09.26.03 (1:47 pm) [edit] |
TGIF! :D Even doesn't feel very much like it. Have to do a project for Civics, do Algebra homework, attend both a DeMolay Installation AND the big dance on the day of my younger sister's birthday. As well as having to attend Amy's mom's memorial... :cry: Get to babysit Sam tonight with two of his friends... this should be interesting consedering I've never babysitted anyone else's kids... :? If you have any advice either email me at frapuccinogirl1010@yahoo.com or contact by AIM, flameofyouth or bestmasterw.
Anyways, gonna start my Algebra homework soon just to get it over with.. pretty simple, just adding and subtracting matrices. First babysitting job, yay! ^_^ :)
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| field of dreams |
| 09.26.03 (4:07 am) [edit] |
A soft breeze floats through the canyon
The sun shining bright.
Though a scene like this is hidden
It is within my mortal mind.
It is my sweet lullaby, a place to forsake the corrupt world, A field that is of heaven.
Horses canter through the tall grasses
Piercing whinneys matching that of a nightengale's melody.
Running through the field I follow, pursuing fleeing dreams.
It is my sweet lullaby, a place to forsake the corrupt world, A field that is of heaven.
Slowly it fades away, as the thunder clouds of Confusion and the raindrops of Depression approach...
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| confused teenage mind |
| 09.24.03 (7:25 pm) [edit] |
Thoughts swirling in head
A stew of decisions
One to made
others to be broken
How to decide
which one is right?
when time slips by
as well as lives.
Emotions astir
Passion, trust, and sadness
The trio dividing a working celebrem
Pressure building up
eyes upon the girl
who will be there to stand for her?
Don't really care if that's not poetry, just wanted to let off some steam.. Despite stares I carried around my stuffed animal Winny the orca whale. Moca Frapuccinos are good.. :) *yum* My backpack seems to get heavier each day.. evil crimson lungage. *yawn* Basically spent the afternoon making sure that the guys didn't light themselves on fire.
Wonder how long Gram will last at Fudruckers? Only been to the place two times, so can't exactly form that much of an opion except the cashier never seems to be the same guy... have to ponder that.
Oh yeah, here's some quizzies I took during a period of boredom today.
A complex personality, you appeal only to two kinds of people - those who accept everything at face value and, most importantly, those who deeply understand the greater things you believe in. Skeptics are hard to win over, but those who like you will respect you forever. What Kind Of Anime/Manga Are You?
A woman trapped in a girl's body (or a girl trapped in a woman's mind?), you are bursting with inspiration, dreams and abilities! You hold the simple belief that nothing can stand in your way, giving you the courage to move forward and pursue your desires. However, because your view of the world is so simple, you often overlook life's necessary little details. Don't get too swept away by your dreams that you forget to look at what's right in front of you. Which Love Hina Girl Are You?
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| Good Whale, Good Whale, Good Whale! |
| 09.24.03 (5:55 am) [edit] |
*puts of spectacles* I shall now explain this saying.
Possessing intelligence, teamwork, courage, communication, grace and power, Whales are at the Top of the Oceanic food chain. Whales work in teams to capture food, protect their young and old, and share information about new opportunities. Job’s Daughters are the fairest in all the land, and are also considered to be at the Top!
The Ritual whale is a symbol that everyone deserves respect and recognition. |d|
That's about it. Here's a picture of the whale and the saying in a logo.
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| The Sims for PS2 |
| 09.24.03 (5:16 am) [edit] |
Pretty amusing game, took me awhile to stop burning the food ^_^ My proffesion was being a muscian.. cool, is it not? The people all sound like they're grunting though.. kinda like cavemen :) Anyhow, passed my immigrant exam in Civics. 10 points! :D My person's name was Juliet Beatrice Winterton, like the sound of it, has a nice ring.
I await my dentist appointment, when metal pliers will creep about.. braces stink, especially spacers :x People are being to stare at me, is becoming kind of weird being used to just blending in till I feel like involving myself. My friend Gram has began working at a Fudruckers near where we live, I wish him luck due to the continual cycle of changing employees.
English this year is better than I thought it would be, Mrs. Clark is pretty nice compared to Mrs. Linn. Did a english prompt yesterday in which we had the ability to travel through time to any era and place we wanted, either past or future. not really having a favorite, i choose 800 A.D medieval time.. when knights roamed the countryside and royalty ruled harshly over the meak peasents.. not the best of times, yet not the worse.
Kinda got off topic, didn't I? Tend to do that sometimes. Anways, Auvior.
-Rirurianu
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| Sorrowful times indeed |
| 09.24.03 (5:06 am) [edit] |
Troubled at the moment, despite winning the Good Whale award at the Jobie meeting. I feel sorry for Amy, whose mother passed away in the hospital.. *sigh* Starting to get anxious about applying to Thomas Jefferson, becoming unsure whether to leave my friends behind to follow academic endeavors.. if I pass the tests then I will have to decide..
-[i]Riri[/i]
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